thoughts and what not

it's been three months now.
yup. i've been working for three months plus.
surprise. surprise .
even i'm surprised that i lasted this long.

work gradually becomes a routine.
a routine that passes through time . fast .
though it's becoming a routine , i still
i still have trouble waking up early in the morning
trying to stay up in the office is another thing
coffee helps though. coffee helps a lot.

after work , i still
i still get tired
even after a few months
so if i don't go out at night
i eat and retreat to bed .

sometimes i just can't go to sleep
i just stare and lay on my bed
or i read my timeline on twitter
which is normally flooded by insomniac
i shut down at 1.30-2.00pm and wake up at 7.05am

work gradually has been ok
learned quite a lot of things
alhamdulillah .
a few friends joined in the timesquare community
timesquare used to be boring
but now much better :)

i still wonder how people go through their whole life
working from 9 to 5
i'm truly amazed
because for 3 months i felt that
i haven't achieved much .
only thing i can be proud of is that i'm working

i think i can do a lot more
achieve more things
i think i'm not using my whole potential
now i'm stuck in a phase
ok i'm working , what now ??

time
time management is certainly the culprit here
no
no actually
it's procrastinating
i normally have a thousand things to do on my to-do-list
but i end up procrastinating
god help me

i read the papers the other day
the article wrote that a to-do-list can make you even more distracted
instead the article recommends to keep your to-do-list short and
decide what's important and stick to it for the day

the article wrote that we are living in an era of information overload
tweeting while watching tv , flicking through magazines while on the phone
we are living in a media heavy , socially networked life nowadays.
which is mostly true

i tweet when i'm at work
i go online when i'm at home
i'm looking at a screen practically 80 percent of the day
wake up and i will scroll my bb for twitter timeline
-__-!

the article said that in the upcoming book by the author
'sleeping with your smartphones'
argues that phones need to be switched of and 'outsmarted'
ngeh . funny but surprisingly true .
most of the time with the help of technology these days, i procrastinate
and delay things from getting done.

if u are still reading my jibber jabber
my point really is that
if i manage to manage my time, myself ,really well,
i guess i can achieve much more in these few months past

i think time flies really fast
and i should make the most out of it
still am. still trying .
organizing my mind. organize my life .
insyaallah :)

[work.log] jan2012

it's been a month already

alhamdullilah

i made it through a month 

i deserve a trophy 

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.

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but i accept cheque too :P

[work.log] : Day 2

attended the annual company dinner

apparently it's their 60th anniversary 

yup THAT LONG 

cool huh

and i survived day II

now time for me to hit the sack.

selamat malam !

[work.log] : Day 1

yup 1st of dec
started work already
surprise surprise

currently
mucus are flowing out from my nostrils
yup it's only the first day of work
and yes i'm sick ALREADY

"i was looking for a job and then i found a job, and heaven knows i'm miserable now..."-the smiths-

ramblings of a dog

i'm currently working as part-timer at a 'well-known'(eh jap well known ke) retail store 

gatal telor sangat nak ikot jerry and dyan pergi interview 

all three of us , got the job

first i thought

ala retail shop je 

tak 'thrill' lansung

but god , i was wrong 

eff

had to stand most of the time 

my legs were totally killing me 

hambek engko 

nak sangat 

now why did i apply for the bloody job 

god . gler anjing aku kerja 

i'm a slave to the retail company 

slave to the never ending consumers

hunger for cheap affordable clothes offered 

damn u consumers

for these few days that i've been working 

i've helped a lot of buyers with their random questions

#random q&a

Q: What do you think is my size ???

A: wei seriously woman. aiyo. tergamam seketika aku nak cari jawapan untuk question ni. ko dah la besar , nanti aku ckap ko L ko terasa pulak . bila aku cakap ko size S ko kata aku sarcastic pulak . jadi biasanya aku akan kata M. ni mcam jawapan selamat 

Q: Adakah itu baju yang tinggi tinggi di shoulder ?

A: haaa hambek ko. ni nak jawap apa . aku sendiri tak paham dia explain apa kat aku. tapi aku rasa dia nak baju yng ada puff kat shoulder kot.....

Q: What time is it ?

A:  Aku bukan jam ko. sekian.

Q: Miss do u you think i look better in blue / grey. (time ni aku jaga fitting. so dia siap peraga baju kat aku.then suruh aku pilih mana cantek)

Q:Where are you from ?

A: Kalo ko tau aku dari mana. ko dapat diskaun ke. TAK KOT.

CONCLUSION 

kerja retail sebenarnya sangat penat. 

aku selalu akan sedaya upaya senyum bila aku kerja front of the store. tapi bila perut dah lapar. aku minta maaf, aku tak boleh nak control emosi. 

berdiri 9 jam straight . ko mampu ?

aku , mereka dan pantai

lama dah x post apa-apa

bz dan penat sebab ada praktikal yang bodo

gambar di atas ketika kami ber BBQ di tepi pantai

aktiviti wajib setiap cuti sem

beberapa minggu yang lalu

kalo anda tidak ada dlam gambar di atas, mesti anda jeles kan

haha lagi sedih jika tempat anda cuma ada pantai dalam

:P

tak puas dgn gambar di atas??? check fb. ada 3 album

album tau bukan tiga keping gambar

walaupun ber-praktikal aku tetap meluangkan masa untuk keluar bersama rakan2

walaupun penat, aku tetap make it an effort to attend anything yang mereka plan

kalo kita ada effort, gunung kinabalu pun boleh panjat

jangan kata gunung kinabalu , gunung everest pun boleh

yang paling penting kena ada effort 

rutin harian aku

pagi : praktikal (jadi printing girl/pelukis pelan)

petang: praktikal

malam: kalo tak lepak ... COD

(tak tau COD tu apa pegi google it up)

hari tu

lawan dengan team abg awg

sememangnya sudah ayam mau lagi lawan dengan captain awesome

memang kena slaughter habis _ sgt  dayus hebat team captain awesome

mim_ayam dislikes captain awesome and the gang 

hari ini

setelah main COD, pergi ke TAJ curry house di Foh Sang

ada budak muntah2 sebelah kereta awang mcam air waterfall mengalir

sumpah menggelikan>>>>>>

yekk sungguh

lain kali kalo tak reti minum, jgan minum

kan dah menyusahkan semua org

kehilangan sebulan ini kerana....

kehilangan aku pada sebulan ini .. most like likely is because of PRACTICAL TRAINING!!! that i have to undergo as a student in UITM .. anyway during the sem break ... we have to undergo practical training at whichever firms that u applied n get accepted for...
i've decided to do my practical here in KK ..
hey basically if u undergo your practical training dekat rumah...
u save a lot on ... accomodation.., transport .. and most important of all food...
u get to savour on your mum's cooking
plus if you're lazy or REALLY SICK u can visit your family doctor and ask for n MC!~
haha...... so kalo korang nak g praktikal training ... pegila dekat tanah air anda sendiri...
seriously itu lebih seronok ...

anyway aku sekarang tengah sibuk practical training ..
it's only six weeks .. but due to the short break...it is quite frustrating since u have to go to work while juggling to go out with friends at night .. and when your friends ajak kuar eventually u r too tired from work not doin anythin... sad but horribly true...
(sebenarnya.. mungkin aku mengeluh sangat sebab cuti dahla sebulan lebih... gedik plak UITM nak menyelitkan praktikal nya di situ jugak)

hehe... tapi praktikal pun seronok gak .. ni dah tiga minggu aku praktikal...
pencapaian aku setakat ini..

• dah pandai kikis drawing
• dah pandai kaler untuk submission council
• hari tu aku g site! seronok!

oleh kerana opis tu dekat ngan umah aku ...
setiap kali lunch break papa/mama/abang akan dtg ambik dan bawa aku balik umah untuk makan lunch!! nothing is better than a homecooked meal!~like seriously!!!!

dah disebabkan aku tak drive (aku ada lesen competant! ini adalah BENAR! serious!)
papa/mama/abang to and fro hantar dan ambik aku dr kerja...hehe !~

kata tukang cerita : aku bukan anak manja(cuma aku tak drive) :), sekarang korang boleh panggil aku as wanita berkarier ,...hehe